Leave, stay, gilbuyer, gilseller, good, bad, its all the same to me. It's a game, not a way of life. You don't make a living, and the people you're pissing off should realize that all they have to do is try again. As much as protocal and politeness make an impression, it is still only a game and most of these people don't and will not know you in real life. Opinions of me I dont pay attention to becuase they dont know me and will not know me if they don't give me a chance. Opinions of how I play my character I pay attention to so I can make myself better. All you have to do is look at past comments and find a way to make your character play better.
I knew you from when I was starting out with my Amazon Elvaan :x You were nice then, and IMHO maybe you should just take a break and then start fresh. People hate you not the server lol. Take a break and let them forget and find something new to do. That way, the game doesnt matter as much any more.
Excuse my poor grammar >.> LOL hard to believe I write fanfics on the side when I write like that here -.-;